Friday, September 01, 2006

Playtime's Over

The Quack Quack Dancer is finally signing off. The realization that I'm getting older by the second finally struck me hard.

I am no longer a child.

I am now a man, a deity, and a devil.

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Tara's Gone

One of my hamsters, Tara, has been missing since last night. I was hoping that she just made her way around the pad, so I left some sunflower seeds in the most accessible places within the apartment to lure her out. But alas, as of the time I left there were no signs of the female rodent as there were still the same number of sunflower seeds in those areas where I placed them.

This led me to think three other probable causes for her disappearance:
  1. Somebody might have hamster-napped her.
  2. Since the hamster haven is close to the windows, and that we usually open the windows during the mornings, the cats outside must've found a way to get in and nab her, thus making her cat chow.
  3. Still on the premise of the location of the hamsters' home and the open windows, the curtain must've been blown into their niche, and Tara, curiously enough, used the curtain to climb her way to freedom and out the window.
For theory 1, the only suspects would be my parents and Elson, a good friend of mine who has been staying in the pad while looking for his own place. A contradiction to this concept is that what would my parents do with the hamster? I mean if they do want one, they essentially are part masters of the rodents since the hamster haven is situated in the pad, co-owned by them. And if it so happens that they hate the critters, why just eliminate one? As for Elson, well, he came in the pad just right before I got there last night and finding out that she's gone, thus eliminating him from the suspect list.

For theory 2, the chink would lie in the fact that Hammie, the other hamster, is still in place. Borrowing the reasoning from the above paragraph, why would the cat just take one hamster? OK, probably Hammie was able to hide, but given the topography of their habitat, their is definitely no way he could've hidden effectively without the cat/s spotting him. So I guess this renders this idea almost improbable.

The third one might be the most plausible scenario, but again if so, why is it that Tara was the only one who escaped? Well, I did observe that Hammie is less adventurous so he may have cowered with the fact of going out of his literal zone of comfort.

Point being, I am still hoping that Tara would show up. Hammie's visibly depressed with his new found solitude, as he even barely touched the grub I gave him last night, as well as his seemingly inactive mode. So Tara, if you've chanced upon this blog entry of mine (and in the event that you can understand human symbolisms), please come home... Hammie misses you.


Monday, June 19, 2006

New Semester, New Class, Same Students

I've just finished my first session for my one and only class this semester. I'm going to teach Computer Science 12, which is essentially intermediate concepts in computer programming, as well as an introduction to the use of Java as programming/development tool.

I believe I have a bit of an upper hand considering that I have essentially the same set of students I had before when I taught Computer Science 11 (Introduction to Computer Programming using C). Of course, there is that cliche', "Familiarity breeds contempt" (for whatever it's worth). I guess the more imminent wild card here would be how well can I make them appreciate Java programming. I had some students before from my Computer Science 21 (Computer Organization and Assembly Language Programming) class last semester who had a horrendous experience in their CS 12 class, that they have come to abhor Java. I don't know who to blame for their mishap, nor do I want to know, but I do hope that I will be able to avoid that kind of feedback from these kids once they have gone through this course.

Well, guess I have to take this one day at a time then...

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Run Like Hell

4 jobs to take care of
3 subjects for my Master's course
2 stones in my gall bladder
1 more year

"First chicken, now gladiator. This just keeps getting better and better. Too bad there's no one here to see the show!!!"
- Dante, Devil May Cry 3: Dante's Awakening

Got that right, D.

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

One Year After...

I just realized that it has been a year now since I've started working as a research assistant for IRRI (under the RA program of Dr. Eddie Mendoza in collaboration with the Department of Computer Science in UP Diliman). Albeit all the frustrations, hardships, and tribulations, I'm still here standing and logging this entry.

I know that I have been a real dick to a lot of people (especially apparent in a lot of my previous posts here in my blog) during the course of my tasks (and I do hope they forgive me for being such) and I may have been at times a lazy sloth (redundancy?) with regard to my work and academics, but somehow, I'm still able to maintain social relationships, finish tasks ON TIME, and miraculously achieve my goals almost flawlessly.

Now, at most one more year stands between me and three of my goals:
  1. Finish the IRRI project
  2. Finish my Master's thesis
  3. Get married
Hence I go once again forward...

Monday, April 17, 2006

Why I Made My Life Harder Than It Already Is

I wanted you to see what real courage is, instead of getting the idea that courage is a man with a gun in his hand. It's when you know you're licked before you begin but you begin anyway and you see it through no matter what.
Atticus Finch, To Kill A Mockingbird (by Harper Lee)

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

The Pain, The Fury, The End

I really wish I jumped at the deal of having to legally procure a .35 Beretta. I really want to waste some motherfuckers around where I am right now. Shit.

On a lighter note, the semester's over for me and I now await judgment (and perhaps, mercy?). Still, the Beretta...